なにしよっかなあ THIS BORES ME !!

When I was in the second year of high school, I felt bittersweet at the end of summer holiday 1996. Twenty years ago around this time, I was so messed up... my ex-boyfriend that I first-kissed had already got a new one, my mother had too high hopes for me that I could be happy in her way, and I felt as if I were walking alone in the dark world. (me, 17 years old, the second from the right) I liked music. I often listened to Flipper's Guitar and Pizzicato Five at that time, but also listened to the music that was seen on the hit chart. I liked singing rather than listening to music. Singing in the bathroom has been making me so refreshed in my life. Having said that, there's the music I prefer listening to. That is Momus. I was listening to his music alone in my room. His words were too sexual and dark for an innocent girl of tender years, but at the same time, his voice was too delicate, comforting and sensuous. I didn't tell anyone that I liked his music (only my ...

Friday night, I'm sitting on the sofa writing this singing songs...I'm totally baked. Toe-Colo-day, I think I'm lucky that I'm not a native speaker of English. Because it's very interesting to learn foreign languages. I'm talking about developing process by interaction with other people, not English conversation schools or compulsory education in Japan (I don't mean disrespect for them though). Having said that, I don't have the courage to talk to English speaking people... In March(or April), 2014, I started instagram because I wanted to put a photo into my album of iPhone, which I found online...maybe I googled 'I-ma-so-ra' which means how the sky is now. I got interested in the photos a girl posted and followed her.  You know, I'm a donut crazy, so I decided to fill my page with donuts. Soon a man made some comments on my photos and sent me a message in English. I got so excited about this. So excited that I visited him in Berlin. Some...

　なんで、JR新大阪の東と西では明るさがこんなに違うんかな。新大阪駅西口を出て買い物をして、また駅ビルを通って、東口に出ると寂しいと思います。     西口もそんなに明るいとか綺麗というわけでもないけど、オフィス街だし、体育館などの施設もあるし、新旧たくさんのアパートやマンション、ホテルもあるからか、いつも人がたくさんいる気がします。     そんなわけで、JR新大阪駅の新幹線、在来線の喧騒を通り抜けて東口側に来てみると…人ごみの間を通ってきたから余計に寂しく感じます。そして、東口階段を降りたところにあるお手洗いからのにおいがひどい。なんか余計に寂しくなります。このあたりは、だいたい、埃っぽいし、あんまりちゃんも掃除してないんやろうなあ。東口にもホテルもそれなりにあるし、ツアリストも増えてると思うので、ぜひとももっと綺麗にしてほしいです。臭い匂いを隠すためなのか時々、アジアっぽいパヒュームのにおいがして、暑くて湿気のある日なんて混ざって余計ひどいにおいになっています。窓があるから開けたらいいのに。。     ただの文句になっていますが、私は新大阪が結構好きなので、もっときれいになったらいいなーと思ってるということです。東口側なんて、新幹線の高架があって、ヒップスタリッシュエリア次期候補に打ってつけだと思います！今なら、賃貸物件も豊富そうだし、安そうだし（推定）、私も何か始めたいくらいです。